Oh, here's some new stuff! (and pictures!)

We had an event for the Nutcracker on Saturday where some of us dressed up in costume and did a story time, inviting people to come to the shows. Barnes and Noble gave a portion of the profits to the company if the customers mentioned us at check out. Cool, huh?
Going as Rat Queen terrified half the children and intrigued the other.
There was this one little girls, couldn't be older than two, who was completely taken with the Rat Queen. She was my absolute favorite thing, I wish there were a way to get a copy of the pictures from her mom! Haha. I don't know how the Disney Characters do it, since they aren't allowed to take any pictures.
I also saw one of my favorite little dancers from my old studio, Noelia, whime I hadn't seen since our last recital at Instep. I took off my head and her mom remembered me and Noelia did after a bit. It made me so happy. She is dancing at Ballet Academy, which I'm glad to hear that she's still dancing. She absolutely beautiful and incredibly talented, not to mention such a sweet girl.
There were two different times for the Nutcracker story time. Jessica was gracious to let me have the first slot so I could be done in time for a photo shoot (that got rained out, unfortunately) so I gave her the suit for the second part. It was such a fun time.

We had a local promotional event at the Lighting of Lamar Park here locally, and I got to be the Rat Queen for it, as well. (Which is fab since it's cold outside and the Rat Queen costume is nice and warm) My dear, sweet Ayla was there as the mouse, so we walked around a bit together. It was quite the hit, seeing the "big mouse and little mouse." I even made one girl scream when she commented on Ayla's costume and I turned around to see her and she wasn't expecting it. It was pretty hilarious.
Surprisingly, less were afraid of me than weren't. I took tons of pictures with kids and sometimes other characters as well. We passed out candy canes and having the giant head sure did make it easier to give face to the local news station reporters.
I saw another one of my babies from Instep, the other one I had yet to see that I missed to terribly. Isabella was there with her Mom and Brother, and I introduced myself before taking off my head to talk to them. Her Mom was thrilled to see me, and remembered me right away. Isabella took a second, I'm sure also taking in the fact that there was a human in this rat suit, haha. Her Mom told me she hadn't been dancing since Instep closed and I told her about Munro and the classes there. I told her about the class I assist and to check it out and that Mia was the teacher and the times and all. She was so pumped. I really hope to see Isabella at the studio!

I also got to see my friends Ryan and Lauren, who had a table set up with their two books they've put out recently. One is a book of photography and the other is a children's book; both incredible.
(http://www.amazon.com/dp/1943842116/ref=cm_sw_su_dp)
They have been really dear to my heart and also such good, cherished friends to me over the years. I love seeing them and seeing how God is using them to make a difference in the world.

I got to hold on to the costume from Sunday until the event on Tuesday. I realized Sunday night that the Black Swan tutu is part of the Rat Queen costume and that it was in my closet. I text my sister and asked if she could get some pictures of me in it on Monday, and she graciously obliged. 

                                                   

So that was fun.

The costume was a little big, since I'm not wearing the giant rat suit underneath, but we made it work. I really like how they came out, and I'm glad to have these for if one day I can't dance anymore. Plus, I think it was good for me to see that I don't look like the image in my head while in a real tutu. (this is just me being real, here. My story, I can say it if I want.)

Obviously, there's a few "bloopers" or whatever. My dad's German Shepherd was chasing my cat who decided to saunter over to us. They also decided that right behind us is the perfect place to do this chase. Hah

My Achilles has been hurting, especially since this last cold front came through. I asked Ms. Heidi what I should do about it, and she showed me some different things to do to help it. Sometimes stretching it can make it worse. I was glad she said that, because that's what I was feeling, but didn't have any proof of it and didn't know what else to do. Hopefully it'll start feeling better. It is fine when I don't dance, even in the interim. Between steps and combinations. 

My ankles were really weak before dancing. I used to hurt it just by stepping on it wrong, but I could never figure out what was "wrong" exactly. I hadn't felt it in a while, but when landing a grand jete at rehearsal, I found it again, and my ankle--and Achilles--started hurting. It pops quite often as well. 

I woke up this morning to a text from my cousin. It was pictures of her double jointed fingers, asking if I can do the same. I told her I can, and sometimes in different ways, and told her how I can't point straight because my fingers curve and how my knees and elbows hyper extend. She told me that she was diagnosed with hypermobility. That it's genetic, and can actually cause gastrointestinal issues. 

Bingo.

It's been quite a day of learning and discovering. 

I've learned much over the last few weeks, having more time to myself. I wish I could have written more before I hardly have any time at all. 

New things, and I'm sure they'll be good--just different. I feel good about them, a bit nervous. 

I'm sure it'll be good. 

It already has been. 

Nutcracker Rehearsals

Yesterday was our last rehearsal before Thanksgiving break.
Sean wasn't there, so I just watched Rat Queen while Jessica and Greyson did it the way they would for Beeville. It helped me really get it into my brain. I think I'm confident enough now where I can just go for it and not mess up the order and more than likely get the timing right. Jessica has been great at helping me learn all of this. She is SUCH a good Rat Queen, which I greatly appreciate since it helps me see how it should look. (I'm so visual.)
I had to go and try on the flowers costumes again, which worked out since the other dancer I needed to try them on with got there early, so we were able to do it when Mrs. Jane had some down time, rather than when there was a million people around. Since Emerson had to drop, they had to fill her spot with a couple of girls, meaning they needed another costume. Since mine was the smallest, they needed to move us up so they could use it. I was kind of sad, since that one was my favorite and the girl whose costume I always get had it the year before, but that's okay. (Besides, I looked at the names in mine and some pretty spectacular people have worn it. So I can't really complain.) Lauren (who is one of the 3 girls now wearing my old one) said it fit perfectly, to which I said, "you're welcome. (I love Lauren :D )

After Battle scene, they ran through Snow. Since I'm not cast in Snow, I took this time to get all my ticket sales sorted and turned in and catch up on crocheting, while watching and learning. I love getting to watch, especially the warm up, because you get to see things you miss in class. You can see people who do it correctly and compare and contrast them to the people who need a bit of improvement and then think of how you do it and see how you identify with the person needing more improvement and how you can get it to look like the person who is doing it correctly. (Way to go Cheyanne, your pique's at the barre were so sharp and flawless!)

We ran Act II a few times after Snow. The Chinese are really killing it, which is great. That core of girls are really a group to watch out for. They're very driven. I was impressed with how well they did the role. (Their private lessons are paying off)

We ran Flowers (did I mention it was all in costume?) and actually did pretty decently. (Well, the petit fleurs. I don't know about the other two, I can't really pay attention to all three.) We messed up our ending part, but they weren't too hard on us because it had changed last minute last rehearsal. Now we have it down, though. The second run through, we managed to not get a single correction, save for what they called out during. (I don't know if this is actually a good thing, or if it means they just didn't see us or notice us doing anything wrong. At least we didn't get a chewing for messing up the same thing over and over!) Another flower was out, but hopefully not the whole show. Her appendix had to come out, which is what happened to Mari during Oz. (I swear, there's a curse this season.)

At the end, the Nutcracker comes out as they dim the lights and close the curtain. We were all really excited because they are letting Emerson do it! It was so crushing when she had to drop because of her ankle, but this way she still gets to be a part. And she said it's healing a lot faster being in the boot with crutches, which makes me really happy.

Yesterday seemed to be the day of breakdowns. Tensions were high and drama was inevitable at times and there were people I really wanted to slap around a bit, but you can't do anything except try to hold your maturity rather than stoop to levels you shouldn't stoop to. Some of the girls were just pushed to the brink, but they kept going. I just felt bad because once people noticed they cried, then people kept bothering them. I wish there was something I could do to help in these times, but I know sometimes the best thing is to leave them alone. I just love them so much.

I kept forgetting things. Not choreography, but things. Like I forgot my Mustang Tickets at home, and forgot my nude leotard, and then forgot my little notebook of choreography and my crocheting (Thanks for saving me, Rowlands!) and to check out the Rat Queen costume for next Saturday. All noninvasive things in the long run, but still things that would have been better had I remembered. I didn't forget Judy! Which is great seeing that I was her ride home. I really love that kid. She's an old soul and really aware and wise and funny. I don't feel like I'm hanging out with a twelve year old with her. She's pretty fab.

A cold front came in, which made it super exciting because our company jackets came in! I'm not going to lie, I saw mine hanging up today and thought for a second that Annika or someone left theirs at my house before I remembered that it was mine. I always wanted to be a part of one of those groups that had jackets. To know that I was enough to be wanted among them. To have talent and some sort of place. This all sounds way cheesier than I want it to, but the point being, it feels really good. Never say never. I'm twenty-seven, and am now a member of the Corpus Christi Ballet Company, and that feels good.

(polaroid of my jacket. It's dark and stuff but I haven't gotten a picture, picture yet.)

How long will I dance? Who knows. But I know that I'm there right now, and it feels good.



Edit: Here ya go

Blurry, but yessss